Today Claire came home from work and we sat at the table for awhile. Oh boy, if my dining room table could talk......there are more memories soaked into this table that I can recount, and more tears and bursts of laughter than I can ever remember. There are more lists and memos and plans etched into it that I could ever save...... She is making her lists for moving to college. It's true that she is only moving a couple hundred feet away to the college in our town, but she is still moving out. She is taking all of the things she uses every day and she is setting up a life in a dorm on a college campus with a new roommate and a whole new world. In 4 days we will move her out. It is so weird. It is the weirdest thing ever. Adding children to our home is not weird at all. Figuring out how to send them out is. I'm less sad and more....conflicted, maybe. I am so excited for her. Moving to college is probab...
December 15. This morning I was driving to a meeting and thinking about generosity. I had just finished filling my car with gas because it always seems to be empty these days as I travel around the county for work....and gas prices continue to go up so I am either filling my gas tank or paying the gas bill. I remembered a time long ago, when I stood at a gas tank in California on a Sunday morning. I was dressed for work and on my way to my job at a department store. I needed gas to make it the rest of the way so I stopped but found out I didn't have any money to pay for the gas. Back then, in the 1990s, you could pump your gas before you paid for it, even in southern California. I was flustered, panicked and overwhelmed. Someone noticed. Someone generous noticed and paid for my gas. I remembered telling him if he wrote down his name and number I would pay him back but he said no thanks, it was fine, he would just help me ...
Psalm 37:4 NLT says "Take delight in the Lord and He will give you your heart's desires.". I like this verse in several translations......I like the promise. I like the connection with God. I like the instruction that if I line myself up with the Lord it will be easy for Him to give me a "yes". If I am loving what He loves, He will give me the desires of my heart. Take delight in the Lord........ What does that look like exactly? For me, in June in Iowa, it means noticing and delighting in all the blooming things. Taking pictures. Taking walks. Taking time to stop and notice the beauty of things in bloom, and to smell the flowers and take deep breaths of spring air. ( It means choosing to try to run a bit to try to get into shape.......and then have really sore muscles at night when I realize that I may have aimed too high. Spring and sun got the best of me today.) Take delight in the Lord......take it...pursue it.....le...
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